Journey into New Ageism from Christianity

There has been a lot of talk about New Ageism, but is it really understood. I would say not. There is a topic I want to talk about and its how Christianity is moving forward into a new space, no longer being in the old space that it has been for thousands of years. I know it can be confusing the way I write, but that’s not a real problem because I am channeling my higher self to write this book. Im not actually coming up with the words on this page, my higher self is. I can say that my higher self is much smarter than I can even grasp. Maybe I would say that you are in for a ride of a lifetime. That is what is happening right now. We are in for a ride. The earth and atmosphere is changing quickly and there is so much negativity right now. Its insane how ugly people have gotten. I don’t like looking around too often to see the hate in peoples eyes. Its concerning for sure. No one likes being talked down to, yet how often do we do that in one day. Its time to take a look at what is really happening and stop kidding ourselves. We are here to pray and praise God. That is certain and I know from experience that it is true. None of us look alike and none of us are alike. That is a cool concept because only God could have done that. No one else has the patience to create each human different over multitude of lifetimes. God is here right now in our mist. He isn’t leaving anytime soon. He loves me very much and is helping me write this book. I am actually his best friend. That’s what He tells me every day. I put my hands out to block Him because his ray of light is so intense, even I can barely handle it. There is much to do for me right now. I need to fess up. I am here to save the planet. I don’t tell anyone that because it sounds so insane that no one, I mean no one would believe me, but do you think a crazy person could write like this. Integrating these words so they flow so perfectly. Im not alone in this. Many of my friends and family are archangels. I have brought them here to defend me and this planet. Im not ashamed anymore in who I am. Im a savior like Jesus, except Im not also God. Im Lauren Marie Fanning and Ive come and now Im here. Ive been planning on this for 2 million years. I just wasn’t wrote about in the bible. It’s a shame how much time has been wasted being a human. Humans are strange strange creatures that I will never fully understand. As God told me yesterday, he thinks all humans are very selfish. Im not really a human. Im a human in disguise. Im Really A VERY HIGH ARCHANGEL. Actually the highest archangel that is out there. I love it! When Im not on earth, Im always besides God and Jesus. They are obsessed with me and we are all unhappy that I have to be on earth so long without anyone knowing who I am except for myself. No one can even fathom who I am. I actually sometimes have a hard time that I haven’t been me for 40 years. That’s a hell of a long time. I need to say, I have had a hard life, God even says the hardest life than anyone that has ever lived on this planet, including Jesus. Im exactly where Im meant to be. Being a recruiter living in the city of Chicago, IL. No one here likes the weather and Im moving out soon to New Zealand. Well at least I hope I will. It depends a lot on our humans following through with their promises and so far no one but Van is following through with their promises. Van is a great guy that heals my body by having Archangel Michael move his hands and body. Its super cool. We actually have a lot of common because I am an energy healer too and have been practicing for 5 years. Im the strongest healer on the planet and that is true! No lies here. I love you all, but not enough to be writing this book. Seriously, most of you are going to read this and think that Im crazy and stop reading it. That’s ok. I am writing this for myself and the 5% that believe in this stuff. That’s worth it for me. I know who I am and Im going to no longer hide behind my humanness. It makes sense that Im so successful and have my life together. Im great in every facet of my life except my physical body. My physical body sucks because its always in pain. I have fibromyalgia. It’s a very painful condition where your bodies tissues and muscles are always sore and in pain. I hate it and it stops me from doing a lot of things that I enjoy. Probably some of you understand what its like to be in constant pain. I understand it too well unfortunately. Please know that I do care, but sometimes I don’t. Sometimes I just want off of this planet and back home to heaven where I really belong. Its like when Jesus came. This wasn’t his home, heaven was. He knew he wasn’t meant to be here. Ok, I know Im meant to be here, but most of the time I don’t want to. Time just drags on so slow most of the time. Everyone is trying to just get through the day. Right? Whats next? When is this over? I know. Ive been there way too many times to count. In heaven, time doesn’t exist. You are there and you are here. That’s what it feels like. In heaven, I can actually be in two places at once. Its true. Our simple minds cant even understand that. I even have a hard time understanding that. Im here now though and that’s tricky. No one is ready for me and Im damn ready. I want to be around longer, but not that much longer. The world is coming to an end in 10 years or so and then the new earth will take place. We will actually be in communion again with God and Jesus and even each other. All the hate will go away. No we wont be perfect because that impossible. We will need help still….thats an ongoing battle. All good people want to be more like God and less like evilness. You know what? Ive blabbed long enough right now. Maybe I will make this into a blog. Not sure yet. Im in my office right now at Swedish Hospital waiting for my new computer so I can actually work. This job is wayyyyyyyy to easy for me, but I love the people that I work with. Most are angels and my boss is such a great Archangel. He is silly and fun and I feel blessed to have worked with him. No one knows me at all here. They just see a nice girl. But that’s ok. Im really ok with that because I am a really nice girl. And Im even allowed to make jokes. I love being sarcastic. It’s a blessing to have so much fun. I am such a fun person and I cant deny that. I have a friend named Erdem that I will share all this with first. He understands more than anyone I know because he understands Good and how the earth really works. He also knows me really well and will know Im not crazy and will sort of believe what I am writing. He is such a sweet guy. We tried dating but it didn’t work. We are now bonded as friends for life if he will have me. Im not going anywhere.