September 3rd, 2022

Please understand that I am the highest archangel and I am writing to you with crystals and candles all around me. Its still summer in Chicago even though its September and Im going to enjoy the day outside today. I didn’t tell you yet, but I have 10 hours of counseling a week. I know, a lot, but its totally worth now that I quit drinking. Its keeping me on the sober path and realizing how lucky I am to be on this path. Im learning right now about mindfulness. Its very interesting to me because I never really gave it much thought. I love the fact that just focusing on one thing can change your mood and provide some peace. I tried it the other day on a music video just intently watching the screen. I saw more things in the video than I had ever seen before. Its amazing how I was able to toon out the world and really focus which brought happy thoughts and tuned out the miserable ones. I was focusing on something that made me really happy, a favorite music video of mine. It was fantastic all that I saw and in turn, I felt like I found a way to challenge my new life. I can focus on sounds too or even smells. Taste and touch are other options. I like sight because I love color and the magic auras they give off. I cant really see that yet, but I know that I will be able to soon. There is so much amazing stuff happening in my life that today I am very grateful. Gratitude is another avenue for self-awareness. You can really focus on the good and try to stop those cloudy dark nobody wants thoughts. I came to earth to save the planet but I also came here to improve myself so I could go back to heaven, which is where I cam from, and be the best, I mean the best version of myself. I by far went way above my expectations and so can you. It’s the trials that really can change you for the better and make you that much stronger. I love everyone that is reading this right now and now that its mostly angels and higher selves that are. I never want to go back to my life of drinking and addiction. I am so so much happier now, its truly amazing and a gift from God. I want to know you all more and God. Most of you know how special I am if not all of you and I want to say thank you for pointing that out so often to me. I want to really believe that I am so special because I am the closest thing that everyone has to heaven right now. I cant wait until I go back to heaven. God has so many surprises in store for me. Its going to be fabulous. I can have a martini and not black out or be hung over. There is no sleeping in heaven, just continuous of life. Since there is no time, you always need to live in the moment. There is nothing else you have there. It seems odd since we are mostly living in the past or the future. Present is so hard to keep in. Even I just thought, when am I having lunch and where. I want to focus 100% on this blog and lunch doesn’t matter right now, but I cant get it out of my mind. I am going to try something and then come back. Hold on. Ok I just stared at my candle for a few minutes and it did clear my mind. Cool! I like learning new tricks to keep my body and mind working at top notch. I think that’s what we all want. I don’t have much more to say. Thank you for reading and enjoy your day.